The experience of hair loss
December 27, 2009: Slowly, or maybe not so slowly, my hair has been falling out. I wake up in the morning to find small clumps of hair on my pillow and when I’m in the shower washing my hair my hand is filled with clumps of hair. I have been clogging the shower drain with hair, and I find myself feeling angry every time I have to clean the drain out. I want to cry, and maybe I should let myself. Then again, crying never fixed anything, so maybe it is best I just don’t. I’m not bald, but my hair is thinning. I am annoyed by my constant shedding of my hair, my beautiful hair. I am also noticing that the hair on my arms has disappeared, and I no longer have to shave my legs or my armpits. I am hoping I don’t lose my eyebrows or eye lashes; does this seem silly? I at least want to look somewhat normal I suppose. I have asked my dad to shave my head. This might seem crazy, but it is more depressing to have clumps of hair falling out than it will be to just have no hair. Today ...
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